Monday, June 28, 2010

Day 1

So I've finally decided to start a blog. Not sure that I will even have this for anyone to read but I think I should be writing my thoughts down sooooooomewhere! So here goes with day one.

I just got home from taking each of the dogs for a bike ride. Not long ones, but hey I have to take them both out separately so that they don't kill me! Took Leroy down on the path West along the river. We ran into an older couple with a beagle and a Jack Russell at the entrance to the walking bridge...Leroy decided to be a bit of a prick and snapped at the Jack Russell. Not sure what it is about Jack Russells but man he really does hate them! I remember when he kicked the crap out of a Jack Russell in the front yard of my place in Westlake; the other dog ran away from him! haha. That's my boy! Max was pretty good on his ride, pulled a little too much but he calmed down once we got going.

I'm not really sure what else I should be writing on here, but here are some of my other random thoughts for today:

I am very happy with where I am in life right now. There isn't much that would make me happier these days.

I finally feel like I have a career that I enjoy...I love working for True-Line and most of the people I work with.

I live with a man that loves me so much and treats me like a queen. He spoils me so much that some days I really wonder what I did to deserve so much. The other day I totally had a moment when I realized how much I really love Dustin. We went to Janeen's birthday party (that in itself was good...how many guys would willingly go along to a 19 year olds special needs birthday party??) But when we were there I went into Janeen's room to look at her new tv and stuff and when I came back out Dustin was taking a picture of just him and Janeen and really interacting with her. A lot of people might have come along just to try and please me but there are not many men that would embrace Neener and really help her celebrate her birthday and be normal around her. Anyway it was just a really good moment and made me think about how great of a dad he will be. No matter what the universe threw at us in terms of any type of complications our child might have, he would be there and love that child with everything he had. I guess that is just the type of guy he is though...he really puts his whole heart into every relationship he has. He will go above and beyond to be the nice guy to anyone. I can't wait to marry that man someday and actually have his babies!

I also feel like for the first time in a long time that I have some good friends again that actually want to genuinely be my friend and care about my well being. I went through a lot of friends in the past that just seemed to call whenever they needed a room full for a party and past that didn't give a rats ass what was going on in my life. It is great to be going out to ladies nights and having fun just being a goof and giggling! Kudos to those ladies for making me want to leave the house and actually do stuff on a Friday night!!

Cadets is going well now to. I pretty much do my own thing and run stuff how I think the kids will enjoy it. There is a lot less politics happening down there these days and I tend to just stay out of anything that does pop up. I am a little nervous about going to BOTC in a couple of weeks though, excited, but nervous. It has been a long time since I have been away from home for that long. I am really going to miss Dustin and the boys.

Anywho I guess that is all I have to say today. Tomorrow I am going to try and get up at a decent time so I can have my first day of Cream of Wheat and raspberries and maybe even ride my bike to work!